“The Bible needs to be edited. understand you God”- BBNaija’s I’m struggling to forgive and Alex writes as she mourns her colleague Rico Swavey

 


Reality TV star, Alex Unusual has mourned the death

of her colleague and friend, Rico Swavey who passed

on some hours ago. Just like Ifu Ennada, Alex also

questioned God on the reason he took her friend

from her, despite all the prayers.

Alex Unusual wrote:

Patrick, if I didn’t tap you numerous times this you refused to say a word to me, I would have morning, call your name, beg on my knees and

said, “don’t worry, it’s one of Rico’s jokes”.

.

I know you read all my messages so if you see

this one, know that your six foot Amazon is

broken. I begged you, I begged God, I promised

you I’ll stay strong and shed no tear last night.

Rico, I actually kept to my promise. I didn’t cry, I and it was warm, I watched you breathe and I opened that group you wanted, I felt your body

was sure you’ll open your eyes properly soon and

say “baby girl, wagwan”.

.

Do I question God ? Infact God!!! You let this

happen? What did you say about faith because

I’m sure I had serious faith!!! I know there is a

reason but do you understand that you broke my begged you!!! I did!!!. I told you I’ll give

fragile heart to pieces? I can’t explain this pain. I again. I’m struggling to forgive and understand anything!!! I promised to never miss my prayers !

you God! Please help me reduce this chest pain I

feel. My head feels heavy. I feel dizzy!!! You hurt

me so much!! I’m mad at you!! Why did you let

me make all the promises I made to Rico last

night if you were going to take him ?

Heaven gained one but I lost . I’m not sure if I

understand what faith is because for the first

time, I had so much faith and no doubt but It

didn’t work. The Bible needs to be edited. Oh

death! You did this one and it hit way more than

you even planned it. Weldone.

I know Rico will be upset seeing me like this so

I’ll hold it together. I shot a whole movie and I

became the character I wrote about!. I should

have picked that call. I should have called back!!

I failed once again!! I’m a horrible person!!

        Terrible!!! I can’t forgive myself.

Please God, take care of my friend the way he E505-1AVDF... Casio MTP- takes care of me. He loves to cook, please let him

do it. He loves to sing too and he loves to look him by himself.

fresh. Don’t let him drive ever again. Don’t leave

Please make him happy. I miss him but I have no

choice. Please protect his family. I know I’m

talking to you even though I’m mad at you but

I’ll get over it.

Rico, this wasn’t what we agreed. Rest well my

 

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